Alive? Indeed I am. Very much so to speak~

Long time no blog, haven't really been able to get on this much (lie).
Summer's been great. . and it's starting to get really hot now. . as it ends of
course, gotta love where I live.

in about 2-3 weeks, School starts up again for me but this time it's the real deal :P.
I can't sleep away my classes anymore :(. . damn haha. well, hopefully I'll be ready. Just trying to relax as much as I can before that happens.

Plus, I have a twitter now: http://twitter.com/kitsuji
it's also on the side bar where my other links are. I don't know, if you want to follow up on it then go ahead :P. My daily postings are pretty funny I guess. . haha

Much Love,
Vinh N.

It would be. . .just a little. .

be nice to walk into the world with your dreams already given to you with a envelope filled with money and your beloved soul mate next to your side. . but you know how life is and it's a lot more fun this way; not knowing what your going to get or what will happen to you. Experience is a hell of a thing but embracing it and applying it is even more of a thrill. ;). .




much love to all.
- Vinh N

Which was it?. . .

I think the best advice that has ever been given to me was
"Keep your Head up. . we've all been through it"

This was said to me today and it kinda hit me hard; in a good way.
I felt a little spice of reality today but it was a good experience,
I won't take things lightly anymore and neither should anyone else.

Go and do your best. .



- Vinh

Here's to the King who changed everything with his voice-

Rest in Peace,
Michael Jackson - Finally, You'll get the peace and recognition you deserve.

I can't believe it, it hit me fast and it was enough to make my day go from great to horrible; no wonder why it rained suddenly. The world just lost a legend. I don't believe he did anything people say, it's all the critics and their way of demolishing peoples reputation.

I don't understand how people can be so ignorant, really. Though, People are given their freedom of speech and their opinion is entitled with that but, There are limits to where and when a person can say things. This is such a matter. This man just died and he deserves respect of a dieing man regardless of what he did. De-humanizing is disgusting really. .

To you Michael Jackson - I wish there was more time for you. Life must have been an adventure for you. Your skills had changed people and it takes a lot for a single man or woman to do such change.

Thank you and Good bye.
- Vinh

Graduation~

Long time no blog,
Well. . Summer has started and well. .
it's getting more boring every day. .
Sure I may hang out with my friends but we
don't hang out too much; maybe like a day here
or two. But, Graduation is coming up for me, the 27th
to be exact. . It ends my Chapter of Highschool and well,
I couldn't be more happier in my life and I couldn't
be any more depressed. It felt like it went by too
fast and I won't get to see my under classmen friends
as much; but I'm glad we got close this year.

Well. . I've been drawing lately and I was hoping to
get my Comic/Manga online for people to see. .
I'll probably Procrastinate in the end. . haha.
I'm also trying to get a Band together but still need
to talk to one more person to make it final and I have to
have a jam session with each of them to find out what
I can do skill wise. . but yeah,

here's to a new chapter in life, Literally!!. .

- Vinh

The finale draws near. .

Four more days of school . . and it's no longer weeks of attending it is just mere days. . The end draws near. . it was a long run but it was quick. . I don't know if I'm ready to dive into life. . but I guess I'll just have to deal with what I am given and make way with it.


- Vinh

. . . .

People are born with limitations; they can only do so much in their life. . . I believe that I am reaching my limit. . I need help. . I need something more in my life if I want more motivation. I'm not happy with what I am anymore. What has happened to me effected me like any other person. I just fall into worse things over and over again, I never have a single good thing happen to me. I treat people kindly and do good things for the community. . and how does it repay me, rejection, rude remarks, racism, and violence.

Things are unfair to me in life and I understand that life isn't fair but it can't be that unfair. . seriously, what the hell? Don't you dare call me an "Emo". . no I'm not one, I'm a happy kid. . I just have problems that I need to overcome.

Make or break. . that is the question in my head right now.


- Vinh

Happy Mommy day~

Here’s to a mother who wanted a doctor but had a writer; but loved him too much not to complain otherwise. Happy mothers day, I love you mom and always will regardless of our hard times because we've had so much more good ones.

I've written a little poem for my mom.
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You nurtured me when I was little
You taught me my first words.
You gave me warmth when I was cold
You gave me coolness when I was hot
You sang to me when I was unease in my slumber.
You wiped away those darn tears of mine.

You let me go on my own
Yet you kept the leash close.
You wanted to meet my sweethearts to push them away (chuckle)
But that’s ok, I didn’t mind.
You only wanted the best for me.

I’ve grown into someone
It may not have been what you wanted
But you love me enough to not care.
For I love you in the same way.

We may have had our hard times
But there are so many good times.
When dad wasn’t there, you made things better.
When he was there, you made things a lot better (chuckle) / (sob).

You’ve watched me grow into someone.
Now its time for me to repay you.
With words like these, I may look cheap.
But it’s not the price of the gift;
It’s the effort and kindness that counts.
It’s the soul that conveys the letters that matters.

And nothing can mean more than these three simple words.
“I love you.”

Happy Mothers day.

- Vinh H. Nguyen

CAUTION: Spring break sucks. . .

My spring break is horrible. it's finally coming to an end but I haven't done anything exciting except sit around the house, drawing and playing video games. I mean, it's not too bad doing the things I like but still. I wish there were more "Umph" to it if you know what I mean. . . ugh


AND MY GUITAR IS STILL NOT HERE!. . . what the hell! :(. . .
well, I'm still alive; barely.


- Vinh

Golden Flowers bloom in my head.

Spring Break, yay!. . . no.

This spring break sucks; I'm home and sick, I don't know what's wrong either. All of my friends that I want to hang out with are gone or they are too busy with other stuff.

whatever,
posted a new short story on Eternus Fabula, it's a two part so yeah.
That story was the first of mine to write because the elements I put into it are what I am kind of going through. . . actually I "went" through. oh well, enjoy.



- Vinh

Disguise and Judgement-

Fancy title right? well this post has nothing to do with any of that. . . haha.

Just wanted to inform anyone who reads this blog that I will be posting up
short stories on my literature dump page which can be found to your right
side of your screen. I haven't been able to really post them up (thats a lie)
because I've been busy (That is a lie as well) with things.

Though I am still mad. . that my guitar is STILL NOT IN!
GRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
. . . yeah. . . I want my baby roxanne now D:. . I miss her
and I haven't even seen her :(. . . damn UPS and their ways
of delivering. . . grr. .

oh well.


- Vinh

Beware, criminal. . . || Happy Egg day.

First off, I'd like to say happy egg day. . to anyone who actually visits my blog.
this is the only time that a grown man can hunt eggs with little kids and having it look right :-/ . . . not like I do it all the time. . . WHAT!, These eggs have money in them! :(. . don't judge me!
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Now,
I'm going to be ranting. . . because I can!. Well, lately a lot of stress has gotten onto me; It feels like a time where you dig a hole so deep you can't get yourself out of except this hole wasn't created by you. I've been constantly walked over on because people think that they can take advantage of me because I am a nice guy; this pisses me off. I don't understand how the people I trust can do that, it really just boggles my mind. ugh, It's hard to find genuine people nowadays someone told me and its true, I'm starting to close myself off from a lot of people now because of what happened; and I just recently started to open up. I still can't believe that people can treat me like that. . . just because I am nice doesn't mean I can be walked over on; I'll still retaliate. .

rant off, have a nice day those
who view this :).

- Vinh

Inspiration

Inspiration,
where do I get mine from? a lot of things actually.
I get a lot of inspiration for my writing from my friends and family. what they do every day will usually send a spark into my head and create an idea. My art however is a different story, I draw from the inside. All the back up emotions from the day before or at the current time will fuel my hand to move to create an art. The same as my music. I feel the music improvise from within me, from my heart and my mind. everything around me is inspiration; even random events/occurrences will fuel it. My Inspiration comes spontaneously. . .

how about you? have you ever wondered what inspired you to do something?
like what inspired you to say what you said or do what you did? There are times where inspiration comes so fast you don't even know about it, you just do what you have to and forget about it; do you think you can remember a certain time like that?

just think about it, I'm sure something will inspire you to remember ;)


- Vinh

The Man who stands against many but conforms to them as well

"The Man who stands against many but conforms to them as well"
a good quote I created out of the air within two seconds. Silly me . . .


OH WELL!. . .

long time no blog,

doubt anyone reads this but If you have then you'll know
that I haven't been posting any new chapters of Eternus Fabula;
that is because of school work.

YES I BLAME SCHOOL!. . and my laziness somewhat. .

well, I will be, however, posting short stories on Eternus Fabula because
it fits the name "Eternal Fable". So if you still are there, anyone. .

Bueller. .. Bueller. . .Bueller

then please check my Eternal Fable here and there, I promise I'll try to post
some new Short stories ;).

take care~