Voices. .

Hello World,

Lately, actually. . I would probably say "Rarely", I have been having doubts of things here and there. Of course, it being rare occurrence; it hasn't really effected me in a great way. Though, if I kept it going I'm sure it'll impact me later on. I don't know what it is. . I think I might have lost motivation for some things and a lot for others.

Though, I'll pull through eventually. I realized that there are people who have done worse than me and have came up to almost the top. That means I will be able to reach even higher limits. .

It's not that I need to find a new motivation or drive. It's that I'm lacking a bit of both here and there. So I guess I'll have to add more motivation and drive to myself. from here on out, My life will be a complete maelstrom of success. . I promise this.

Thank you for listening,

- Vinh.

Finally!

Hello World!,

Me and a friend have gotten together to make a band, hopefully everything will
work out. I'm serious, He's serious, and our drummer is serious. Just
got myself a Receiver and two speakers for singing so we should be
set, was our last unchecked item on the list.

Finished working out my singing schedule as well, hopefully I can
make my voice stronger than it is. Yuri and Taeyeon will be there
in spirit! :) :).

Hwaiting,

- Vinh.

Finally. .

Hello world,

It's about my 3rd week into Summer Vacation and I have
decided to post up my list of "Things to do for Summer".
Just a neat reminder for me. Hopefully this Summer turns out
great for me. Doing my best to get a long though.

I'll post up the list here but marks
will be made on the side. Again, just a reminder for me :).

[Summer Vacation List of Things to do]
[] Start Webcomic
[] Finish at least 10 chapters of Webcomic
[] Finish at least 20 chapters of Webcomic
[] Finish at least 20 chapters of Book
[] Start on Covers for K-Pop songs
[] Finished My own rendition of "Take Care of my Girlfriend" By B2ST Cover In English
[] Finished My own rendition of "Gee" by SNSD Cover in English/Korean
[] Finished My own rendition of "Oh!" by SNSD Cover in English/Korean
[] Finished My own rendition of "With out You" by 2PM Cover in English/Korean
[] Be a famous Youtube Hit and possible be scouted by SM Entertainment (only but a dream)
[] Get together with Friend Nikolas and Finally "Jam"
[] Practice for EVO
[] Go to EVO
[] Record events during EVO for Rochester Document
[] Rochester Documentary: WIP
[] Rochester Documentary: Finished!!!
[] Relax

Until next time,
- Vinh

Where has it gone?

Hello World,

I was thinking back, way back in the days, when I had motivation and inspiration that I just let go. I wonder, what would happen if I really did follow the motivation? where would I be today? would I be further in life than I am now? or would it be worse, or even the same as it is today. It's been bugging me. . the fact that I could have done more but I did not. It's really a hard thing to think about now. .

but I guess I should not dwell on it too much. Just a thought for your penny kind of thing.

- Vinh.

Smiley Faces and what not.

Hello World,

Just signing in to post something again. Trying to keep a daily trend, it
helps me set at least some goals.

Well, where to start. I looked back on the past today and realized, regardless
of how It was, I missed those days. If I was able to go back in time and if
I HAD to change one thing, I wouldn't. Because what happened in the past
made me who I am today, whether it be a bad thing or not. But thanks to that,
I've met a bunch of great people and learned oh so much. I'm sure I won't be
as successful as I want to be, but hey I can't complain; life's short and life is
an unfair gamble. I'll work with what I have and I'll be damn proud about it.

So I'm done whining and I'm done with all of this procrastination. I'm going to
set goals for myself regardless of who says what I can or cannot do. I'll take it
in and just set it aside because the only words I have to listen to, are mine.
The words that count. I'll believe and I'll fight back, Just as hard. "You only
live life once", a good friend of mine has told me. So I will live my life
proudly. I will strain myself as much as I can with goals and set new heights.

It's about damn time I figured this out. I'll make it through and I'll look back
on this post and realize that everything I've done, was because of my words of courage.

Thank you world for listening,
Until next time.

- Vinh H Nguyen.

Hmmm?

Hello World!

It's me again. Just wanted to jump on my blogger and just post something.
I should do this more frequently, I guess it'll be a new goal of mine.
Anyways, I guess I can talk about things like; my new book that I am writing.
It's a love story, I can't really say much about it cause I'm only 8 chapters
in. But I feel like it'll turn into a K-drama later on, haha. Oh well.

I've been listening to SNSD a lot lately. . well not lately; for a while now
actually haha. That's ok though ;) regardless of what my friends think. Kwon Yuri has
been my motivation lately, for drawing and writing my book. School as well.
I hope she knows that she inspires me ;( haha, oh do I sound like a loser ;P.

well, that's all. Hopefully I'll get some new writing pieces up for my literature
dump. Until Then!!

- Vinh

Hello~

Hey there :)
long time no? well I've been better. How are you? good to hear.
Just coming on to post a short post to link you to a recent short
story I wrote.

http://eternusfabula.blogspot.com/2010/04/light-of-darkness.html

you can find it there :)

Hope you enjoy!!
- Kit

There are things. .

I've realized. . that one day, I'll pack up and die. Though, it is a great fear of mine. . not knowing when or how I will. Though, it's a fear in general for the human population; the fact that you know nothing of a certain thing. I wish I could not fear it. . but Death, regardless of how you put it; cannot be NOT feared. It's tough.

That is why. . I want to live my life with a carefree feeling. With no regrets and enjoy it with my friends and family. I admire the people who already do. But. . I also realize that. . maybe at some points in life, you will be reminded of the problems stated above. So what do you do then? it's mere will power that can shatter it.

I have high expectations in life nowadays. . Thanks to two great friends, They've made me realize something important. They may not know it and they may not see this but they surely have impacted my life.

I have high goals in life, maybe that is why I give up easily. You can't just set high standards and expect to achieve it, no matter who you are. You have to set standards around your comfort and build off of it. I realize that I will never meet my celeberity crush Kwon Yuri or have a single conversation with her. Maybe because she's Korean and I'm sure she wouldn't understand a lot of the things I would talk about. But that is still something I realize. . and yet. . and yet I live my days like i would. This is something I do not understand.

It's more than mere admiration and obsession. This is something else. I feel like, I feel like I could meet her and have that conversation that I've always wanted with her. . no matter the person to tell me that it is a longshot. Life is only given meaning by the person who set foot on land first. Everything is built around that sole person. .

Everyone is contradicting. . no matter the person. That is how people are. . and how they always will be. That statement is contradicting itself. . though, it sounds so right.

Another random vent/rant. . I feel better now. . .

Here's to future lady luck. .

- Vinh. H Nguyen.